Precis:
“Now youngster, I’ve said I’ll have you, I know your secret, you’re mine …
anytime you want…”
Pepper Scott hides a secret.
The world is not what it seems in the Yorkshire Dales. Everyday Pepper Scott sees the colour auras around people she meets, talks with the dead and is increasingly detached from the reality most people enjoy. She is lonely, isolated, and drinks herself into oblivion every night to escape.
A chance meeting with a Barghest and with the enigmatic Gabriel changes her life. As thoughts of both Gabriel and the Barghest fill Peppers waking and sleeping hours, she begins to start living again. So begins one of the strangest love triangles of the modern world. Divide by Zero is a novel of human emotion, possession, obsession, passion, addiction and love. A walk over the moors will never seem so safe again…
‘T were a dree neet, a dree neet,
For a sowl to gan away,
A dree neet, a dree neet,
Bud a gannin’ sowl can’t stay.
An’ t’winner shuts[1] they rattled sair,
An’ t’ mad wild wind did shill,
An’ t’ Gabriel ratchets[2] yelp’d aboon,
A gannin’ sowl to chill.
A Dree neet, Traditional Yorkshire Dialect Poems, F.W. Moorman
[1] Window Shutters
[2] Hounds of the dead
Sorry, I really am too ahead of myself now; I’ll start where it all began. Where my life began and ended.
The landmarks named here are real, here in England, any map of the Yorkshire Dales will tell you. Journey west from the town of Bedale and as you get further up into the green wide valley of Wensleydale, you’ll soon find the steep heather-clad grey and purple moorland hills and narrow winding rough roads where this tale takes place.
The Askrigg village public houses? (Pubs for short). The New Inn was once here, full of joviality and a stream of smiling young faces that never stayed long. Long gone, it’s now just an ordinary house lived in by people getting older. The other public houses are still here, family run, steeped in history, soaked in tales, rooted in tradition, warm, inviting, all waiting to be savoured and explored.
And the people? The people and their names are my fiction and resemblance to any living humans is purely coincidental. I have to say that because it’s true. Except for me. Maybe the figure sitting at the end of the public bar, a pint of cider balanced on the polished, worn wood counter and a bowl of steaming, fat, crisp chips smelling faintly, sharply of vinegar, dipping them leisurely into thick tomato sauce, is me. Maybe buy me a drink if you see me and ask?
And what of the events, are they true? In every rural village and town there is an undercurrent behind closed doors, things that are seen out of the corner of your eyes, there and gone when you take a closer look. Perhaps it’s best not to ask me that question.
I am a reader, an aura reader, I see the truth of things. I know all that might be known about the past, present and future of humans. Or I would know, would see the truth if I looked. I try not to. I lock the doors on what I see, hide in the warm muzziness of alcohol and deep sleep; or at least I used to for such a long time. I blocked it all out just in case it was as raw, scary and awful as I suspected it may be. Perhaps it was also just a fear that insanity is here in me, hidden in hereditary memory and what I see really isn’t here. You can decide for yourself if it is all padwackery.
There are no rose tinted happy ever after endings and there are no hero’s or heroines in this tale. Even good people do bad things.
Some legends are just beginning.